© anna

streets of Exeter

2012-03-08T17:17:00.000+01:00

A really nice city, just loved hanging around there

w a i t i n g

for the

s u n s h i n e

colours

2012-03-08T00:08:00.000+01:00

waterworks in Bristol

crazy

2012-03-06T20:27:00.002+01:00

Yesterday I was thinking about fashion... I dont know if theres anyone who follows me from the really beginning, but I was just wondering last night why Ive negleted writing about fashion from a while. if I look back I remember how hard I wanted getting into the fashion business and working in it. Maybe the reason why I stopped dreaming about it is the same reason why I cant achive anything... it's because I always convince myself I got no talent, I am shit. I should not give up everything I start. thats gonna be my new motto, JUST do not give up! seriously
Ive decided what I must achive by May and I will, I know. Promised to myself.
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As Im getting older Im much more into the style I could describe Simpleness spiced with a little oddity. You know what I mean... spiky earrings, green nails, gold shoes, etc.
Just watched this video, The making of Crazy, and look at Liv Tyler...just perfect. I seriously love her 90s style, the way she dressed is so pure, posh and at the same time, available. Love it. Thats why my favourite brand/shop is American Apparel. More reasons later!

photo: Vlada Roslyakova in i-D september 2005 by Nick Haymes

70s platform

2012-03-06T00:52:00.000+01:00

we were in Exeter last wednesday.......
little bit of shopping, much more sightseeing
been in a free museum, I spent about 2 hours inside, taking hundreds of pictures, and get known a lot new information
how much I love going to museums, and how much it makes me sad that theres no one here (london london london Im coming soon!!!!!!)
these platforms were in the museum, with a little card about the short history of platform, saying:

"Your ladyship is nearer to heaven than when I saw you last, by the altitude of a chopine."
William Shakespeare, Hamlet, Act 2, Scene 2, 1603

Hamlet speaking to the players; he is referring to an early type
of platform shoe worn by Venetian prostitutes in the 15th century.

when the sand reflects the sky

2012-02-27T19:29:00.000+01:00

was really unbelievably beautiful
(gonna get a messy night tonight --bristol tomorrow, exeter on wednesday!! uhyeah)

late night smile

2012-02-24T16:05:00.000+01:00

the other one xxx
I want to quit of smoking
but Im not sure I want it hard enough

gumipop and blur

2012-02-24T00:41:00.002+01:00

if you're hungarian you may remember Gumipop,... regular friday parties with lots of indie music and the best of pop..I dont know if it still exists, last time Ive been there was in 2009, when this picture was taken as well
god, so long ago...
.....miss those drunk pogo nights back in hungary haha
Loved those times, and kinda miss it, truly hate this music Im forced to listen here every day
Just really looking forward to move to london.
2 days ago we watched the brit awards and it just made me clearly realize that rihanna sucks and BLUR still rocks, they gave a several-track show and I loved every moment of it. how mighty seeing that Damon Albarn is still that rebel kid in martens boots who we loved in our teenage years, love them!!!
so just bought NME today, they're on the cover, I used to buy it years ago and now I buy it again, I got POSTERS!!!!!!!!!! YEAAAH

porlock part 1

2012-02-21T18:32:00.002+01:00

we've spent a great day in porlock in september, last year
more pictures coming guys

satellite

2012-02-17T19:21:00.001+01:00

my absolutely favourite track nowdays,
the lyrics is fuckin mental I do love it, one of the best lyrics ever!!
To all the arrogant asses and to all the boys I ever loved

Satellite by Sex Pistols

A suburban kid and ya got no name
You're too dumb baby and ya got no brain
I bet you're all so happy in suburbian dream
But I'm only laughing
You ain't in my scheme

Baby
I love you

I only ever listen when you're on the phone
From your safely-restricted-zone home
When I got nothin' better to do
Then there's always you
You're good for my shoe

Hey babe
I love you

You look at me and you just can't tell
You're looking like you've just come out of hell
Acting like a dirty lavatory
There ain't no bid for your chastity

Hey Baby,
I love you

I'm in love
I'm really in love

Try and join the scene but you're too obscene
You're looking like a big, fat, pink, baked bean
How did you figure that you'd be any use
when all you're gonna get is my abuse?

Hey babe,
I love you

You know I don't like where you come from
It's just a satellite of London
And when you look me in the eye
Just remember: I wanna die

Hey babe
I love you

once a punk always a punk

2012-02-16T23:18:00.001+01:00

I listen to my good old punk friends lately a lot
punk from the 70s 80s 90s
you know, if your a punk once you'll be a punk forever

so true

2012-02-10T13:02:00.000+01:00

At the moment I feel like I want to smash everything up and tear everything down. I want to turn myself inside out. I want to enjoy my moment of confusion, but at the same time, not feel that I am standing on the border of the reckless and insane. I want to be free.
Tracey Emin

merlins magic city

2012-02-10T13:00:00.002+01:00

I know why my blogs boring
because I rarely post photos about PEOPLE
or about myself...I know I promised outfit posts ages ago...and you know, I got a lot of cool stuffs Id like to show but I hate my shape...I always see myself fat
but Im workin on it Haaa
so hopefully as soon as its possible, you'll see my whole wardrobe haha

fur

2012-02-09T21:16:00.002+01:00

I wish I had one of my fur coats here with me...
however it's sunny and not raining, it's pretty cold
I WANT SPRIIIIIIIIING

walking "home"

2012-02-08T19:58:00.003+01:00

just tired and hungry

passenger

2012-02-07T00:33:00.001+01:00

feels weird staying in on a monday night... you know, till the season opens monday is the last workday for us, so it's like a friday night to every normal person
sometimes I think getting drunk is a waste of time, hahahha no Im just joking
actually I miss being drunk now
but listening to classic tunes like Iggy and watching gladiator for the 3rd times on itv2
have a nice night kiddddoos

pure

2012-02-04T23:24:00.002+01:00

west england
pure shores

eagles of death metal

2012-02-01T23:03:00.003+01:00

I am back to my basics - means rock n roll!!!!!
Yesterday I was listening to eagles of death metal, stooges, sex pistols, the doors... all the classics
and was like an orgasm, felt incredible good listening REAL music instead of all this new crap
these are the analogue photographs of an eagles of death metal concert from 2009 at budapest (can you see jesse hughes??), was one of the best concerts of my life
however i love and listen to all kind of music from jazz to techno, I think my heart belongs to rock n roll, the rough staff you know
I would never say that No I dont listen to this or that because it's mainstream, that's bullshit
I hate people whos only and solely willing to listen underground music or anything what not labelled pop... there's quality pop music, you just have to select and hear it, you agree?

enjoy!
how could you not?

OMG

2012-01-31T19:49:00.000+01:00

the moment when Ive realized my blog became sooooooooo boring was very miserable
dear me, I talk about nothing.....NOTHING... really... who cares about my daily to-dos??!?
not even I do
the fact is, Im full of thoughts, more then ever, seriously writing my first book, because!!
for the first time in my life it's not just about the want of writing, this time I know exactly what to write about, the whole story is in my mind, because it happened... and I cant describe you guys how it feels
its like a bomb you let to explode
just amazing!
and I promise you babies, I stop talking about nothing and start talking about THE SHIT you know what I mean hahhaha

Minehead

2012-01-31T16:42:00.000+01:00

Helllllobellllo
couldnt blog lately, there was and still is too much to-dos
we arrived a week ago and we had training, had to move to another chalet and work this weekend as well ecetera
so I had absolutely no time or chance to be here
but I'm back and am smiling
showing you some nice and lovely old postcards about butlins, which was completely a different place back then
I could not recognize this place by these photos....crazy
but I wish I was here when these were taken......... cool stuff was around
so, trying to blog daily again and sharing lots of little pieces of my life
started a new life, a more useful and exciting life
you know
and I'll tell you everything my dear readers, of course, thank you for being here
♡
Postcards via bygonebutlins.com

sleepy hollow

2012-01-19T21:55:00.000+01:00

cold and winter makes everything look scarry
but still, theres something I love about winter
kinda romantic the moment when your skin starts itching because its almost frozen
the big disappointment was we havent got much snow this year
I miss snow aggr maybe I should go to alaska haha

boredom

2012-01-18T20:04:00.000+01:00

boredom in december
my butlins chalet
I miss a little bit butlins, work, friends there
no, I miss them a lot hahha
I'll be back in a week
in the last few days Ive watched disney classics like cinderella, snow white and the seven dwarfs or the hunchback of notre dame
felt so heartwarming
hey kids, believe in tales, believe in dreams, and never ever give them up!

sherlock

2012-01-18T00:09:00.001+01:00

on saturday, my little brother and I have watched Sherlock Holmes: A Game Of Shadows and we fucking loved it!!!!
I loved the first one so it wasnt really a surprise I'll enjoy the second as well
the smell of the cinema, the red soft chairs, and the biggest popcorn, priceless
theres no better amusement then going to the cinema
for me, obviously
plus robert downey jr was fucking ace!!!!
such a great night

shakespeare and lewis

2012-01-13T18:06:00.000+01:00

how exciting is finding english books in a hungarian second hand shop hahha
in the shakespeare one theres a lot penciled side notes
and it almost falls apart
love old, used books
I need to read more and more and more in english
actually I read only in english lately
I do love this language

cinema-night tomo *cant wait!!!!

a tenger

2012-01-13T00:33:00.000+01:00

The voice which never lies

new year new glasses

2012-01-12T19:12:00.001+01:00

yep, an emporio armani one
havent got real lens in yet, but tomorrow
and not only new glasses but everything is going to be new this year
new clothes
new hopes
new purposes
and a new body
I need to get in shape again so I re-started my daily 1-hour jogging
and doing a hardcore diet
and I feel good
I feel the power in myself
NEW LIFE... I welcome you with open arms

double decker

2012-01-11T21:08:00.000+01:00

end of december
going home from shopping, you know, 50% offs
was kinda scarry traveling on top-deck
but fun and beautiful at the same time

crap blackberry photos, but more coming
have a nice night kids
I need some booze, seriously

good feeling

2012-01-10T16:27:00.000+01:00

This song makes me dance in underwear
and it makes me feel happy
and free

Released all my past, and Ive never felt this free

"Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you"

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, sometimes I get a good feeling, yeah
I get a feeling that I never never never never had before, no no
I get a good feeling, yeah

remember september

2012-01-08T19:32:00.001+01:00

one of the first days at the sea
great times
minehead
sommerset

soaking wet

gaga 2

2012-01-07T17:58:00.002+01:00

Gaga's best imitator, I swear
she was fucking unreal
Loved the show

revlon

2012-01-06T14:36:00.003+01:00

one of the lonely nights
wish I was 18 again

Michael Bublé: Cry Me A River

butlins : home

2012-01-05T20:01:00.000+01:00

Yesterday after 15 hours of travel finally Ive arrived home
Minehead... Taunton... Heathrow... Luton... Budapest... Home
surprisingly I really enjoyed flying this time...
the scent of home, free hugs and warm cocoa LOVELYYY
there's no place like home
at the same time it feels so weird, this last 3 months seems so far away, like it never even happened, weird
actually I already miss England
but it's ok, I'll be back in 3 weeks so now I try to spend as much time with my family as I can
I love them and I missed them so so so much soooo -- good to be at home <3
(photos: stuff chalets in butlins)

*

2012-01-05T17:56:00.009+01:00

oh muccho muccho dears!!
big changes on the blog again, bigger changes in my life
and Im completely back, daily updatez I promise
new blog new life

happy new year to all of you! I hope you'll have a good one
any new years eve resolution? obviously.....
Ive got many but the most important: being happy
that seems to be the hardest to keep

NOTICE: for 2011s and 2010s PERSONAL posts click here

by the way I will change the blogs url but I couldnt find a free one yet fuck

merry christmas!

2011-12-25T22:32:00.001+01:00

Merry christmas to you all guys!!
all I feel about this christmas that it sucks
Im sorry it's just so miserable for me now, you know why
I hope you have a great one
(last year)

feel grinch-y

2011-12-23T21:08:00.002+01:00

Ahh dears
did some christmas shopping today but still not finished yet
I feel grinch-y, hate this christmas
cant go home and
have to work in NIGHTshift on the 24th, and dayshifts on the 25th and 26th
really sucks

You know I miss so much my family, and I miss a few ones who's supposed to be still here...
+ our little christmas tree, poor but funny and cute, aint it? thanks to tesco haha

are you looking forward this christmas?what kinda presents youve bought??

x-mas? haven't got the feeling yet

2011-12-16T19:04:00.002+01:00

Too early...
omg 1 week and it's christmas...havent even noticed.
still not in the mood, actually I'll work through christmas and new years eve
I want snow!!!!can you hear me english weather? Im fed up with rain I want snow!!!

comeback

2011-12-14T21:14:00.011+01:00

Boys and girls
here again
sorry for this interruption, weird days
hard days........

I feel terribly down
I'll be back tomorrow and talk to you, trying to update daily again
are you ok? tell me something nice pls

jump jump

2011-11-22T19:07:00.002+01:00

yesterday's night was partytime
you know guys, we work through the weekend so monday is the saturday for us
I was dancing A LOT to overplayed hits like Badman Riddim but it was fun tho was pretty drunk so... laughing and dancing till sweating, I felt freedom
I really needed this dance-dose, just forgeting about all my misery
needed to empty my mind and release my body
but Ive also suffered
still suffering
cant tell you why now
stupid situations, trouble, sluts

today, 6.01 pm, bbc news
I'm still in my pyjamas, watching tv and eating fruits
relaxing, forgeting about all my foolish acts
in the afternoon watched Operation Petticoat on channel 4 from 1959 with Cary Grant and Tony Curtis
it was fucking hilarious! I laughed a lot!
ah time to get off bed I guess

staying at home

2011-11-20T22:05:00.004+01:00

I'm ill, got cold AGAIN, really can't believe. I had to blow my nose at work in every 5 minutes, so annoying
it's adult weekend, what means thousands of horny and drunk fellas and chicks
How pathetic the way as all these females are desperately trying to get a fuck
wearing t-shirts like:
I love to suck
I love dick milk
I love 1 night stands
Fucking hell. they're so cheap...

yesterday's ill face, couldn't go out *whining*
trying to get well, eating banana and vitamin C
Monday night, come fast! I'll dance

laundrettes

2011-11-20T00:03:00.001+01:00

got 2 uniforms, work 6 days a week = means 3 laundry days a week.... god, where's the logic?
more uniforms or a personal washing mashine, right? that's logic

the silver ball

2011-11-17T18:30:00.003+01:00

after this unintended break, I'm back!!
did you miss me guys? not really, yeah
weird times I live through, weird and unusual feeling's circulating in my mind and heart
I've got a lot to tell, full of unexplainable feelings
I need help

I've been busy with work and oppressive thoughts but anyway I've spent 2 days in Bristol, spent all my money on clothes, aaaah
later later

Butlins

2011-10-17T23:09:00.000+02:00

I AM SOOOO HAPPY!! Can't believe guys!
Minehead

Last day

2011-10-13T13:18:00.004+02:00

I miss my family, I miss home.

Scums

2011-10-12T18:36:00.000+02:00

Minehead

Big Girl

2011-10-11T23:57:00.002+02:00

So first of all, here's a little memory from the station of West Somerset Railway. More and more pictures coming soon about the amazing south-west English countryside, I promise. At least a part of that. Oh guys I got too much to tell. Actually first in my life I love the place where I work. Because of the team. So many nice and funny people.

Today, one of the nice English boys put in the Mika album Life in Cartoon Motion at work, I've heard these songs like Big Girl and Grace Kelly and Lollipop and they totally made my day. Listening to Mika whole day long and I feel happy. It's even happy to say it out loud. I know I'm old and I shouldn't be here by now, and I shoulda work harder on my ~~enormous~~ dreams, but I don't care today. I just dance and smile.

Hello hello hello

2011-10-10T22:20:00.001+02:00

Hello kids, ah I'm so happy to blog again, been a while. We've moved to England about two weeks ago and you know, all the to-dos, work and getting internet kept me away from my precious blog. Currently we live in Minehead, Somerset and are working at Butlins. If you're an English darling, sure you know what I'm talking about. For now saving money to the moving to London and getting acquainted with the culture. I like to be here. Anyway it's such a beautiful countryside and a completly amazing seaside with my new favourite animal, a lot of seagulls. Hehe. So here we are.

More pictures coming!

Ready, Steady, Go!

2011-09-22T22:20:00.002+02:00

Wish me luck, please!!!! Report soon, I hope!

Last moments

2011-09-21T20:48:00.000+02:00

I'll miss my mother's garden, the scene of morning and after lunch coffees, long burning cigarettes and shooting ideas. How can be the fact of leaving so aching, if I had waited this moment for years?

Outside seclusion

2011-09-20T22:22:00.000+02:00

2005 winter

Getting crazy

2011-09-20T10:36:00.006+02:00

3 days left till leaving home. Painful and liberating at the same time. Packing, administration to-dos, more packing, some webcam madness, packing. So excited!

Oh yes, I've changed my name. Opinions?
It's conceivable that I'll do it again, I'm looking for a cool stage name, so trying, jah.

The story behind an obsession

2011-09-19T20:09:00.009+02:00

Hong Kong 1997. For a year when I go to second hand shops, I obsessively look for white t-shirts with some caption on them. T-shirts which probably were free at an event or festival accordingly were underestimated and thrown off.

My favorite part: the label. HAPY. It should be a patch so I could sew up. Maybe I will anyway.
I hunt for other people's worthless memories - pieces which make me thinking about unknown stories, unfulfilled dreams. I need fumbling in stranger's soul. I'm an observer.

P.S.: Does anyone know the name of the game on it??

Down by the water

2011-09-19T17:57:00.003+02:00

Abra macabre.
Best of all.
Soul ripping.
Fishes at Tapolca

Plain

2011-09-18T21:45:00.001+02:00

Plain, clean and simple. The words that are circulating in my mind for a long while. Wearing jeans and white t-shirt and unique shoes. How exciting to be interesting with simplicity. Clear-out lines with a little spice. You know.

Forget about exaggeration, anyway I do. I know Helena isn't noted for her bald style but this outfit of hers made me extremly excited about looking like this. Mad face, mad hair, mad eyes, quiet clothes. The mix I'm longing for.
A zipped collar, a white Polly t-shirt with bob hair, or nine yin-yang tattoos with some shell-shaped plastics. Being szép (the hungarian word for beautiful) without unnecessary trash - just severely.

I wish putting flowers into milk. I wish for a beautiful little house in Montana or some place like heaven. I wish to live beautiful.

More 2008

2011-09-17T09:50:00.001+02:00

+ Breath-taking clouds over Budapest
+ Dead Pheasant

Festetics Palace part 2

2011-09-16T10:48:00.000+02:00

Festetics Palace part 1

Flash!

2011-09-15T21:40:00.000+02:00

My dad's flash from the 1980s what you must to plug in with 3 meters cabel, oldskool really. It belongs to a Zenit camera. Also we have old, rare type reels, developing set and stuffs and an Agfacolor plastic bag... uhlala!

Inspiration post tomorrow. Good night, goonies!

No rendezvous for a while

2011-09-15T09:24:00.000+02:00

Kecskemét

Metál Jeah

2011-09-14T19:35:00.002+02:00

Why do I always feel like crying when I step out of a bookstore?
I feel so useless and dumb against those thousands of pages. I desire to read all the words was ever written and I'm disappointed because of its impossibility.
By the way, my Metallica t-shirt and I.
So much to tell you.

Counting days down

2011-09-12T21:12:00.000+02:00

4 and a half days without internet = heaven

- new empty glasses which I'll never wear I guess
- favorite cactuses and mugs
- eating raisin

Festetics Palace part 1

2011-09-10T22:10:00.000+02:00

Midnight Cowboy

2011-09-08T15:35:00.000+02:00

Voight the hustler, Hoffman the crippled and New York the cruel.
Beautiful, frank and touching. Trailer.

Dead Pheasant

2011-09-07T20:25:00.005+02:00

On the winter of 2008 a hunter friend of my parents brought us two dead pheasants. We ate them later, of course, tasty meat.
Oh damn, I await for winter, cold and snow so much. Warm drinks... thick sweaters... leather boots... Come Snowman, come along!

Burstin' Bits

2011-09-06T21:34:00.003+02:00

Hohoho, look what I've found! In the last 4 days I was packing my room through and through, arranging my hundreds of clothes plus digging in my memory boxes. I popped this candy on the middle of summer with my boyfriend and his 6-year-old sweet sister after cruising a half hour in the toyshop. This is the best of all candies, I scream when it burrrrsts! Haha, good times.

My shelves and a candy with a punk on its packing... harssh.

Breath-taking

2011-09-06T14:10:00.002+02:00

Breath-taking clouds over Budapest, 2008.

Hey

2011-09-05T21:22:00.005+02:00

Here we are, I unabashedly push my face into yours... how selfish I am, right? I told you about the changes, AGAIN, AGGGR. Aren't you annoyed by the constantly changing I cultivate? I am so.
I've realized I do not have the time to collect and arrange all these images every day. From now on, only one - let's call - inspiration post will be published weekly, but that'll be plentiful and only about those things I am hardly amazed at. The blog turns to be more personal - my little everyday moments, more details, more sudden thoughts, small talks and speculation. More clothes, more oufits. What you think? PLEASE TELL ME SOMETHING, I'M THIRSTY FOR YOUR WORDS.

Oh, and the portfolio link is available, sure, more proper portfolio soon. Have you got any idea why I need a portfolio?!? No?!? Guess and I'll tell!

Preparing for fall?

2011-09-04T21:53:00.003+02:00

So, first of all... can you smell the approaching fall? The air changes, the nature, the odours, everything prepares theirself for a long long rest, a three month sleep.
I love this period, fall is my favourite season.

For sale white fur and my new Kőrös shoes.
Fancy or hate?
Would you like me to post more clothes/outfits?
Let's do the twist! Unbelievable but was in Spiderman 3. right now, while they were cooking, fuck, I want to cook pronto, even more I want to eat. So hungry and crap my time up with watching tv again, I'm a moron.

The original version Chubby Checker, of course, but this video is so f..f...f...FUNNY.

Best of 2007

2011-09-03T16:27:00.001+02:00

Remembering.
Nostalgic moments.
Changes.
Later I'll talk to you dears.

Yum

2011-09-02T22:36:00.001+02:00

Summer ends.

Film of the Week: My Cousin Vinny

2011-09-02T22:00:00.002+02:00

My Cousin Vinny (dir. Jonathan Lynn, 1992)

With Joe Pesci, Marisa Tomei, Ralph Macchio, Mitchell Whitfield.
So, I've watched this film a few weeks ago and I just loved it. Not for the story, it's a bit simp - rather for its style and cast. Marisa Tomei is simply gorgeous, and we all know Joe Pesci is the one to get involved in some scoundrelism with since Home Alone. And we all wish to have a golden tooth since he had, ha ha. This movie has style in outfits and in places, too. I love this kind of America, a small town and two outsiders. I loved the milieu, smells like Cookie's Fortune or Drowning Mona. Wow, I love, love and love it! I'd like to get married to the aurae of archetypal american small towns.

Do more with less

2011-08-31T21:28:00.000+02:00

Better Beware

2011-08-30T21:47:00.000+02:00

Credits: Elsa Schiaparelli coat with drawing by surrealist Jean Cocteau, Edmund Blair-Leighton: Elaine 1853-1922, paint photography by Kirsten Swank, Glass Heels by Maison Martin Margiela, unknown, Stephen King letter, unknown, Hussein Chalayan, Better Half by Vince Contarino, unknown

Me, myself and two little friends

2011-08-29T21:50:00.005+02:00

Dear Friends,
I know, some of you may miss my writings, but forbear with me please, because I'm working so hard on my book. There's less then 4 weeks until we're going to move to London and I want to completely finish it before we go. So, that's the reason I can't really write here these days.... all my thoughts are on the book. Thank you for being here henceforward, write to me and give me courage... I need incentive!
By the way, let me introduce you my two new little friends. Some weeks ago I went to a tattoo salon to pierce my ear. I was more worried about the guys - I've never been in a tattoo salon before - than the actual pain... don't say it was fun, but I stood the pain with decorum so I'm kinda proud of myself. Really.
Kisses.

Joe Walsh: Rocky Mountain Way

Many shapes of green

2011-08-28T15:44:00.000+02:00

Daily madness

2011-08-27T21:55:00.001+02:00

So, while everyone's at some damn party, getting drunk as a dirty pig and having the Saturday night freaky fun, I'm blogging at home to you my lonely friends. I'm watching tv in the living room, madness(!!) - started to watch Tom Horn with Steve McQueen because I love him and his pretty face, but ehh, he's old here and it's a western. No babies, no way to watch a western tonight. So I started switching channels, and what I just found? The stupefyingly stupid Demolition Man with Sylvester "Foulmouthed Muscleman" Stallone, Wesley "Fucking Yellowhair" Snipes and Sandra "Rambunctious" Bullock... Holy Shit.... what a night! Eating grapes, blogging, watching crap... should open a bottle of red wine. I'm planning to make a film-marathon tonight. Oh, wait a minute!!! Commercials... guess what I've seen? The trailer of The Last Boy Scout... NOOO, I WANT to watch a hardcore Bruce Willis movie RIGHT NOW!!! Have fun kids, have fun!

My moments of today... exicing, right? Tell me about your night-plans dears!

All the waters should have this color

2011-08-26T12:41:00.000+02:00

(Kecskemét)

I want to do nothing

2011-08-25T14:10:00.000+02:00

Food for present

2011-08-25T13:19:00.000+02:00

Say hello to pink

2011-08-24T14:54:00.001+02:00

The cheapest Moleskine with nibbled grapes

2011-08-23T22:15:00.001+02:00

Many cool faces of tumblr post daily gpoys like here's-my-Moleskine-next-to-my-daily-food-what-obviously-contains-fruits-ONLY, so here I am to say:
1: having a Moleskine is not a big deal, everybody owns at least one
2: fruits only...? yes, sure.
Actually, I use another Moleskine as my calendar, this one is my Food Diary for counting the calories. Well, I've bought it for about half dollar in January, because it was already expired, you know, all the unsold 2010 copies were sold out for ludicrously cheap price. That's my true Moleskine-story, how exciting...

FILMS OF THE WEEK: White Oleander

2011-08-18T22:22:00.005+02:00

White Oleander (dir. Peter Kosminsky, 2002)

With Michelle Pfeiffer, Renée Zellweger, Robin Wright, Alison Lohman.
Have you seen this? No? You should. Kinda sad story but not a crying one, it's about a golden blonde, plentiful artist couple: a self-sacrificing mom with strong principles about the way of living and her suffering daughter who's hungry for love and attention.

When Ingrid, the mother gets into jail, Astrid is placed to several foster mothers, first to Starr Thomas played by Robin Wright. She's my favourite character, typical american lower class woman, a former stripper and born-again Christian who is a recovering addict. Just perfect. I am amazed at hers and her daughters' second hand outfits, cheap but original and stylish looks. Once I want to be like them, aha.

Renée Zellweger plays Claire, a former actress, "a sweet and affectionate woman who initially provides stability for Astrid." Claire gives Astrid what a mother should, happiness and all, but of course, the situation won't stay this glad. Later Astrid turns to black, more foster mothers and suffers and complications till the right solution comes. Can't tell more, too tired kids, words don't come easy. I need to struggle for every thoughts now, so I better go to bed and watch something, Midnight Cowboy I guess. Have a nice night and don't forget to watch this beautiful film! Hugs.

Originally this post "belongs" to Films of the Week #1.

White Vibes

2011-08-16T16:27:00.000+02:00

FILMS OF THE WEEK: Memoirs Of An Invisible Man, Rushmore

2011-08-15T21:44:00.004+02:00

Because of previously explained reasons I had no time to blog as I had no time to watch films. This two pieces were my selections for Monday and Tuesday, other days I just fell into my bed and watched a South Park episode while drinking my daily cocoa. By the way I'm a South Park addict, so I've seen all the episodes to the last one, You're Getting Old and I hope it won't be the end of SP as bad rumors say.

Memoirs Of An Invisible Man (dir. John Carpenter, 1992)

With Chevy Chase, Daryl Hannah, Sam Neill, Michael McKean.
Obviously Vacation's Chevy Chase was my childhood's comedy guy (THE ONE), and obviously Vacation was one of my favourite films and I've watched at least a thousand times, last some months ago. In the case of the Invisible Man I could not decide, is it for fun or serious? I know some about the background, because I've read the scriptwriter, William Goldman's book, Which Lie Did I Tell?: More Adventures in the Screen Trade who tells that Carpenter leand to a more comical way, but Chase wanted to accentuated the solitude of invisibility. Anyway, Daryl Hannah is beautiful and owns the greatest legs, and Chevy Chase IS Chavy Chase, so.

Rushmore (dir. Wes Anderson, 1998)

With Jason Schwartzman, Bill Murray, Olivia Williams, Seymour Cassel.
First thought? Annoying. I can't help it, but the main character Max Fischer (Jason Schwartzman) is so f*cking annoying to me. I've watched it in three parts at three nights, because I slept while watching, twice. Maybe that's the main problem, I was too tired and that's why I didn't enjoy this film. There were great moments, cool music and beautiful shots, really. Maybe I'm too harsh, I should watch again. What do you think?

I need water

2011-08-15T18:03:00.002+02:00

(Kecskemét)

Dusting is a dangerous business

2011-08-14T12:11:00.000+02:00

Ok, I stop talking about dusting. Ehh, I haven't even really started? Remember? Whatever.

I miss my blog

2011-08-13T12:18:00.002+02:00

Hello kids, here I am to tell you the truth behind the lack of my blogging lately. My mother was in hospital last week and even if she's let yesterday out we have to take care of her, so since she's been ill, all the housework have fallen on my neck. Dusting, washing, mopping, shoeing, cooking, sprinkling, gardening, everything. Ah. In the beginning, my face was like this, but by now it turned like this. Did you notice that there's a National No Homework Day? I want that NOW, I promise, I'll celebrate!
So that's why I can't blog recently and I really miss it. Maybe on Monday I'll have enough time after I did all the nasty houseworks and if I don't fall into my bad at 10 p.m....

Man-eater

2011-08-04T13:11:00.000+02:00

Hand Gpoy TH

2011-08-04T12:09:00.001+02:00

I should say the reason of making this gpoy was boredom, but it's a lie.

FILMS OF THE WEEK: Planet Of The Apes, A River Runs Through It, Marathon Man, The Firm

2011-08-03T14:20:00.008+02:00

Planet Of The Apes (dir. Franklin J. Schaffner, 1968)
With Charlton Heston, Linda Harrison, Kim Hunter.
This was a rediscovery and a must-watch-again film for me because Planet Of The Apes was my childhood's horror movie. This isolated, extinct place was scary as hell to the eyes of a seven year old girl, especially the enemy-warning monkey-bogeys when Mr. Heston enters to the ambience of apes. I must be brave because I had this on a videotape and watched million times. Anyway I'm grown up (won't say older... that'd sound so depressing) and I guess with its wonderful shots this movie never gonna go out of use, even if it seems a bit boring, a bit ridiculous and a bit mannered now, we always will love the conception that apes may get the power back and mankind sinks into slavery.

A River Runs Through It (dir. Robert Redford, 1992)
With Craig Sheffer, Brad Pitt, Tom Skerritt, Brenda Blethyn.
I know girls, all of you has seen this and cried a lot! Of course, BRAD PITT DIES! Who could sustain that without crying?!? Not much words, it's simply beautiful in its most honest meaning - the story, the cast, the location, too. Montana is a real dreamplace to live and die at.

Marathon Man (dir. John Schlesinger, 1976)

With Dustin Hoffman, Laurence Olivier, Roy Scheider, William Devane.
Making a thriller with the idea that your hero is a marathon runner and you're actually tring to be a marathon runner so that in the end you must run like a marathon contender to save your life is great. I love runners since I run, I can feel all their pain. The pain that you enjoy. Oh, the movie? It's great, more killing, Nazis, dentists, traitors, running, more killing and more running and more excitement. Watch it kids!

The Firm (dir. Sydney Pollack, 1993)
With Tom Cruise, Jeanne Tripplehorn, Gene Hackman, Hal Holbrook.
Cool, nerves, suited. I like greedy-laywers-in-trouble ones. I'm not a Tom Cruise fan but he looks great here. By the way I know this was played in the television a hundred times before but I've never seen it "head to toe", so... it's was worth to watch at last.

Two more films: White Oleander and My Cousin Vinny in separate posts.

Pussy and heroin

2011-07-29T13:00:00.000+02:00

Dears, I'm gone for the weekend, but new texted(!!!) posts, little film reviews are coming on Monday! Have a nice weekend! x

Self Service 1996

2011-07-28T17:27:00.000+02:00

"They say never trust a limping dog or the tears of a woman."

2011-07-26T01:58:00.000+02:00

Quote by Frida Kahlo.

Ain't No Place For Me

2011-07-25T04:17:00.001+02:00

Where'll be the next place my soul can forget? A place without cars, people, noise. Soon I leave my home - again - and I'm a bit affraid. I suppose it's because of my astrological sign, I'm a Taurus and it's well-known they have a strong fear of change. Bullshit. Anyway, I really have.
The best thing I can think of now is retreating as a recluse to the mountains of New Zealand.
Okay, I know, London will be great, I talk shit. Anyway I must be nice to people... but if I can't here's the New Zealand idea as a second option. Sounds reassuring.
For the mood Slim Harpo: This Ain't No PLace For Me

Photos by me, at home

Wow, and wow again

2011-07-25T04:08:00.002+02:00

You know kids, a lot of times I was thinking about finish blogging because I felt there's not enough reader and view, so it's not worth to spend my time here. And look at this! Every time I got a comment like this, I feel just like hey if I can generate a thought like this out of one and only ONE person, this whole thing makes sense. So YOU my friends, all those who follow me week by week, here's a big thank you, you gave me a lot of power and encouragement to continue not only blogging but creating my further works... career(?). Thank you.

This comment was here.

Clean again

2011-07-25T03:11:00.000+02:00

Rest In Peace Dear Amy

2011-07-23T22:12:00.003+02:00

♥

Are you scared? No? You better be.

2011-07-21T15:27:00.003+02:00

Hey Mom, do the skate

2011-07-20T09:15:00.011+02:00

You know, how I feel about America (❤) and what's my opinion about the great american dream so it's obvious I love everything what comes from there. I have never fantasized about my future "dreamkid" but I suppose I've found my answer. Just look at him! Ain't he the coolest youngster who you've ever seen? And what about the fantasies of your thirties-forties? Being like a likely lad, smoking weed and skating with your kids definitely counts cool. (Tell me a slang synonym of cool, I use it too much!!!) I need to learn skating. I want to break bones and get some bruises. Wanna join?

The outfits? Perfect.

Commodore 64

2011-07-18T21:55:00.002+02:00

The perfect superiority scene what every woman dreams of

2011-07-14T12:44:00.002+02:00

(...and the answer for dear Hannah Jean!)
Can you imagine any cooler encounter? Gosh, such a perfect scene, when you, the woman is in superiority position, observing the man, and you do anything you want from being totally naked through sniffing cocain to shaving your pussy, anything, and he cannot able to see you while he's dying in curiosity and trying to find out how to get drunk as soon as possible to sustain the pulsating voltage of the woman's sexual appeal and the smashing fear of his boss' punishment if he would touch you. Your divine voice gives orders because he's your slave, in every sense, you're the boss' wife, don't forget. Ah, I'm in flames. Why we tirelessly need observing? The United Nations of Voyeurs, the alternative name of Earth, that's why. Don't lie to yourself, everyone competes for the role of 'Big Brother', because we all love to watch our neighbour's sweaty tail while she's hoeing the allotment.

Church Kitties

2011-07-14T09:27:00.006+02:00

I'M BACK (it seems)

2011-07-13T17:48:00.001+02:00

Two months passed and it seems I can't live without blogspot. Actually I've got lazy in writing on tumblr - bad bad thing, and this reblogging, one shot/post is not my thing. So, no more useless words, I'm back, and going to write more about films, some kinda lazy, quicky film reviews, more music, thoughts, inspiration blabla and less fashion. I guess I've realized fashion is not my business. Currently I'm writing my first screenplay and book, trying to make some impressively cool music, learning English harder, reading a lot, and doing my everyday one-and-a-half-hour jogging. In September with my boyfriend we're going to move to London, trying to sell my works and getting into film industry, showing myself at thousands of castings, even working as an extra, anything, just to BE THERE. I know how hard it will be but I really wait for this tear-full fighting and I'm pretty confident in success. (At least I'm building self-confidence and trying to prepare myself for success, HAH. Am I pompous? Is this all gobbledygook? I might think it's more the words of a pushy little dreamer. Once you dream, dream big - that's my motto.)
Nowdays I mostly listen to 50s rock n' roll and country, so here's a woman who I have fallen in love with.
QUESTION FOR ADVANCED PLAYERS (you can answer I'm sure): this song was the soundtrack of which film?

Note: a website (!!!) is coming soon, and screenplay and book synopses, portfolio, music, videos and who knows what else. Oh and of course, this url will change.
Note #2: I'm wondering about changing my name, I don't like Anna Kazmanowski anymore. I have a new idea, you'll like it.
Note #3 (and then I stop being lazy and ~~start~~ continue today's hard work): Should I stay here, or back to tumblr? I'm puzzled, help me. Plus I know I'm annoying and untraceable with this lot of, unbearably lot changing, sorry for that.
Have a nice day kids!